Monday, March 8, 2010

Greetings

Wow.

I just checked the dashboard on my blog for the first time in months and discovered I have seven followers. Seven! I'm still amazed that anyone would follow this blog at all.

You may have found it when it popped up on Google, (I got the most comments on a post about Countrywide bill pay changing to Bank of America.)

And I know some of you are friends and family. Hugs and ♥ to you.

If you're just stopping by, Welcome!

I have no idea what I might write about next, but I'll try not to stay away so long.

Writing is good exercise for the brain and I'm grateful for what I have left.

The blog's title, An Excellent Source of Candy, still works for me because it makes me think of Forrest Gump's comments, "Life is like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get!"

And the great thing about a box of chocolates is there's plenty to share, so dig in.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Background Noise

OK, I know I haven't written in a while. If blogging were a New Year's resolution, I would have failed miserably.

But I wanted to write this down before it escaped brain again. Every time I've mentioned "this" to someone I hear, "That explains it perfectly" or a nod of understanding.

Here it is:

When you live with chronic pain, on a good day, it's like background noise.

You can push it into the background and try to focus on something else.

On a bad day, the pain is deafening.


Imagine turning the TV up to full volume, then the remote breaks and you can't turn it back down. Intense pain is like that. It overwhelms everything else and any thoughts trying to compete with the pain, usually lose.

I'm thinking about this today because first the first time in forever, I slept all night without waking up in pain. My medicine usually knocks me out for a few short hours, then I wake up and toss and turn trying to get comfortable. I wait for the time to get up.

Lately, the pain has been concentrated mostly in my back. The "ouch" really is everywhere, but whatever hurts the most screams the loudest. My doctor says it's the arthritis and the back pain will ebb and flow.

Lately, the pain has been flowing like a broken fire hydrant. But not last night.

People at church could see a difference today. My eyes were sparkling, my smile was wider. Yes, having a good day made everything seem more wonderful.

Thank you, Lord for letting a ray of sunshine peek through the clouds.

I'll remember this.

Monday, December 28, 2009

Morning Meditations

Awesome is the God Who protected me from the things I thought I wanted. (Psalms 30:3,)

Mighty is the God Who saved me the very moment I realized I couldn't save myself ((Ephesians 2:-9)

Merciful is the God Who carried me through the toughest times and never let me weather them alone, (2 Corinthians 1:1-7)

Loving is the God Who let me fail because is was the only way I could grow. (Romans 8:28, Hebrews 12:11l Romans 5:3-4)

Patient is the God who freely reveals Himself to me when I look for Him. (James 4:8)

Friday, December 25, 2009

TRYING AGAIN

I may be back in the blogosphere, or rather, I will make an attempt.

I've been putting most of my spurts of writing energy into Twitter, but I have a new netbook and that means mobility. I need to have something to do while I wait for doctors' appointments, right?

Funny, it was the neurologist who suggested the netbook to help me stay organized. I'm not brave enough though to try to write it off as a medical expense on our taxes.

I know there is nothing lyrical about this post and who knows, all inspiration may now evaporate. But I'm concerned less about perfection now than I've ever been in the past. You may lose, but overall, I'll win because I'll be more relaxed about living my life.

Merry Christmas to you and happy new leaf to me!

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Katrina and Aunt Liz

Four years ago, Hurricane Katrina devastated portions of the Gulf Coast. One of the hardest hit areas was New Orleans and its suburb, Slidell, which is located on the northeast shore of Lake Pontchartrain.



Of one the Slidell residents who chose to ride out the storm, was my Aunt Liz. She decided to batten down the hatches with my Uncle Bob a WWII veteran, who was diabetic and on dialysis. The storm with a fury. Then we waited anxiously for four days to hear if they had survived.



Aunt Liz is received the Underwood gift of dramatic storytelling and has enthralled us all with her account Katrina and the ordeal afterward. I asked her to write it down for this blog.



Here is Part One of her story:



"The Not So Calm Before the Storm"



To prepare, I braved the long lines at several stores making purchases of bottled water, batteries, canned food and several lanterns. The shoppers were frantic, the shelves were almost bare and it was every man for himself.



By Aug. 4th the TV weathermen were whipping everyone into a frenzy to evacuate . Tina, Georgia,Mike, Laine, Hannah and Kyle were heading to West Monroe to stay with the Rays in West Monore, about a 5 hour drive.



They pleaded with us to leave with them almost to the point of kidnapping us, but we stood firm. About 11 hours later, they called to say it was "bumper to bumper" and they'd just arrived in West Monroe. Bob and I smiled smugly nodding that we had indeed made a smart decision in staying. Bobby called from Hawaii late that night saying "Get Out" and go to Kellly's folks in Baton Rouge. This suggestion planted a seed that would later be a godsend to us a refugees.



After watching the last dire TV warnings, I turned the AC to 60 in order to store up extra cool for when the electricity went out. We went to bed , said some prayers and settled in for a good nights sleep in what would be the last time we sleep in that bed.



"The Storm"



Noisy winds awakened us around 5 a.m. Aug. 5. I cooked a big breakfast of eggs and bacon, biscuits and lots of strong coffee, knowing we'd soon lose power. Anne called to check on us, and I happily replied that we'd watched a few trees topple, but all was well. I called my friends who live near us in a very wooded area to check on them. They are in our age group ,and over their children's wishes had also decided to ride it out. All was well with them, except for a few downed trees. They were going back to bed to get some sleep before the AC was lost !!! They later had to be fork lifted out because of downed trees.



After breakfast, we went upstairs to get dressed and do a little paper work. Soon trees were toppling at a faster pace on the golf course and in our yard. I suggested we'd be safer staying downstairs. Guess I had an "Underwood premonition." The AC was out, but the coffee was still hot, so we sipped coffee, listened to the radio reports of the severity of Katrina's havoc and watched our huge 40 year old Magnolia gracefully topple over, missing our house by a few yards.



Suddenly our house shook like a Mac truck had hit it. We felt like we had whip lash. It was the gigantic pine tree that had fallen on our patio . It had smashed in the roof, but the fallen boards had created triangular protection over Bob's golf cart and he was euphoric of this. Little did we stop to think that this gigantic pine tree had a top that had to land somewhere.



A few minutes later I went upstairs to get a book and was greeted with the sight of pink insulation flying everywhere due to tree limbs in the upstairs hall. Stepping into our bedroom, the shocking sight an exposed attic, a tree in our bed, caved over walls, a window knocked out with the back wall hanging on by a thread.



Very, very gingerly I made my way through the wrecked bathroom to the closet which was missing half a wall. Rain was pouring in from every opening in the bedroom and closet roof and walls. Some of the debris would have surely fallen on us had we not been downstairs. My reaction was to scream," Oh, no, Bob come up here carefully."



His reply before going up was "Liz, aren't you overreacting a bit". Upon seeing the destruction, his blood sugar went haywire and he "Said Liz, get a broom and clean up this mess". He then tried to push a piece of wall back into place . The results being more wall fell on him , knocking him into a big pile of insulation and sheet rock.



Thankfully, he sustained only a few cuts and bruises. After settling Bob into what we hoped was a safe corner downstairs, I went back up where clothes were rain saturated papers from our desk were flying everywhere. I tugged our two filing cabinets our of the closet and pulled them to dry ground downstairs. I also tossed clothing from the closet,papers from the desk and wet clothing from the chest of drawers downstairs.



After that ,we huddled in what we felt would be a safe area downstairs and listened to radio reports. More bad news was to happen to our old house. Soon water from above came pouring out of my oven, light fixtures and ceiling. I went into the garage to get some buckets to catch the water to use to flush with as we had no water pressure.



Oh, oh. there was a tree poking out of our garage roof with water pouring in. I got the buckets and some heavy duty hedge clippers and a saw,to use in getting out after the storm as all of our doors were blocked by downed trees.



I also got the shotgun, but couldn't find the ammo. It was a very long day and night. At one point we heard wind of a different sound and watched as the huge holly tree in our circle was split in two and lifted up. Some of the few remaining trees were being twisted in all manner of directions. Guess it was a small whirlwind of sorts.



We continued to listen to radio reports which kept stating that it would soon pass over Slidell. Not so. It would be about 1 the next morning before the winds left us. By bedtime it was unbearably hot, so we opened windows in the front of the house and tried for a little sleep on the sofa and floor.



I had the unloaded shotgun handy because the radio warned of looting. Our neighbor worked his way into the street with a chainsaw the next day and he and his boys stood guard the next night at the entrance to our cul de sac. He actually did fire a few warning shots in the air at a group walking down the street that night. They quickly heeded the warning.



Coming soon: "After the Storm"

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Don't Miss the Bus; Don't Miss the Point

The message wasn't just on a sign, it filled an entire billboard:

Don't Miss the Bus!!! Apple Realty, Inc. Henry County Foreclosure Tours.

It even had a picture of a cute little bus, complete with an Apple Reality logo and a sticker declaring: Henry County Foreclosure Tour.
I bet the cute little bus is even a hybrid, so you can ride around the county sipping your skinny decaf, dreaming of luxury home ownership, and feeling good that you're not leaving a big carbon footprint in your wake.

Only there's nothing to feel good about.

The thrill of getting a great deal on a fabulous house is tainted by the misfortune of the person who used to own it.

Getting a $300,000 house at $215,000 should make you feel great, right?

Suddenly, I'm not so sure.

I have this weird thing about not wanting to live in a house where someone has died. To me, living in a foreclosure would be nearly the same thing. Somebody's dream has died. Hope has run out. The only alternative was to leave or be kicked out.

Enter raw humility.

When my brother and his wife were looking for a house, a realtor gave them the lock box combination of a freshly foreclosed house. The owner's belongings were in the front yard, soaked with dew.

Inside were remnants of the previous occupants. Unused diapers. An ashtray overflowing with cigarette butts. The smell of haste was still in the air.

I know I'm guilty of saying "greed" is behind the burst housing market bubble. People bought homes they couldn't afford with money they didn't (yet) have, with loans pitched by people who were more interested in commissions than matching people with a home they could actually pay for.

I want to say now I'm sorry for making such assumptions. Forgive me, for judging.

There are many, many stories behind the foreclosures that have nothing to do with greed. Long term unemployment, illness, divorce and exes who don't pay child support are a few I can think of.

Proverbs 18:17 says, "The first to present his case seems right, till another comes forward and questions him."

What seems one way on the surface, might actually be something else entirely.

For example, look at my and my husband's situation. We have two houses. Are we the evil rich with a mountain home, five pontoon boats and a gold-plated Cadillac?

No. When we got married, we each had a house. More than two years later, we still have two houses, two mortgages, two sets of utility bills and two lawns to maintain. This summer, the air conditioners in both houses broke.

We're got the extra house for sale and won't make a penny profit. But in this market, only prayers will sell it. And yes, we're praying fervently for a buyer.

And we THANK GOD every day for providing enough to keep us afloat.

Years ago, I went on a "Graveline Tour" of Los Angeles. An out-of-work actor in a hearse drove us by the homes of dead Hollywood celebrities and the seedy places they died. I think the Apple Foreclosure tour would give me the same feeling. A dull feeling of exploitation.

It's OK to go on the Apple Realty Foreclose tour. I'm not saying it's wrong. After all, Realtors have to make a living too. And the faster the foreclosures are off the market, the faster other homes will start selling again, including our "extra" house in the country.

Just be careful not to feel too smug when you find that deal of the century. Exorcise the ghosts of broken dreams. And remember to say a prayer for the family that used to live there.

Pray that better things are ahead for them.

Make that all of us.

Friday, July 3, 2009

Puppies!


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Now my dogs need a belly rub...